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Mothering my Mother
As I sit in the dark, watching a tiny moth swirl like a manic dancer around the lightbulb, I hear the first notes of the morning: the music of birds awakening. The cicadas and crickets fall silent as a rooster bellows from some distant yard. I slip into a trance—eyes closing, muscles yielding, breath slowing. I wonder what the day will bring. Will she be "Sweet Gladys," the woman the world knows, or will the shadows take over? Some days are defined by anxiety—repetitive quest
Susan Rush
May 112 min read


Finding Your Way through the Storm
When you’re providing care for a loved one with memory loss, life can often feel like being caught in a stormy outgoing tide—constantly pulling, constantly demanding. Swells rise without warning, and the horizon we once recognized disappears behind a wall of mist and spray. As caregivers, we tumble to and fro trying to find our footing. When the idea of The Lighthouse came to mind, the imagery wasn't chosen simply because I’ve always loved the beauty and history of ligh
Susan Rush
May 72 min read


Goodbye in Reverse: Understanding "Retrogenesis"
The journey of dementia is a profound circle, bringing us back to the very beginnings of our human experience. When we view Alzheimer's through the lens of retrogenesis, we see that the brain isn't just "failing"—it is systematically retracing the steps of its own development, only in reverse. Here is an expanded look at that journey, including the deeply personal milestones that many families witness. The Adolescent Phase: Defiance and the Search for Answers The earliest shi
Susan Rush
May 73 min read
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